On the bubble

Played in an $11 MTT today. Made a bone-head move with 89s in late MP with 17k in chips. Blinds were 1200/2400 with a 50 ante. It folded around to me and I pushed like a dumbass. My stack was too big to be pushing this. IDIOT!! The tourney paid top 40....guess where I placed? You got it, 41st. looser